My thoughts and my life

A reminder for today As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God. (Psalm 42:1 ) Every day I battle with the voices in my mind telling me how bad I am and reminding me of the things I have done. I am confronted with guilt and accusations as the enemy keep fighting to break me. I am reminded that my finances are on thin ice and I am merely balancing everything at the moment. He keeps pushing and he keeps throwing these words in my direction. I stare at the mirror and for brief moments the person looking back is unfamiliar to me.  I am fighting spiritual battles now more than ever before. The enemy is trying everything and throwing more and more accusations in my direction. The problem is that at this moment my soul seeks God and God alone. I am on a one way focused only on Jesus and the past and the accusations and the guilt has no effect on me anymore.  As my body needs water, I need God and I am very aware of that. I wake...

A reminder for today Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. (Psalm 37:4 ) It is a great day and we had very nice rain yesterday. I woke up with sound of rain on the roof and it was just awesome. You know we walk this journey and we encounter a number of burned bridges that we either crossed or need to cross. We see them, and we are troubled by it and it sometimes causes us to go of coarse a little. In the midst of what is probably one of the worst storms of my life I am so blessed by an awesome God. I sit here at work and I am just stunned at what He is doing in my life and how all seems to fall into place.  You know I get to look back now at the things that happened in my life and I am without words when I see how God prepared me and prepared the world around me for what is to come. God is amazing, and His ways and timing is just perfect. I am so overwhelmed today by His grace and mercy. This verse came today as ...

A reminder for today Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. (Jeremiah 33:3 ) You know my yesterday was terrible and it took the Holy Spirit most of the day to calm me. It is amazing to see how the Lord works with me in the past weeks. He will slowly change my mind and then begin to add positive scripture into my head. He will calm my spirit and rebuild my brokenness and finally He will remind me who He is and what He is doing. You see, I know God has great things planned for me, but I also know that I have to face these storms so that I can grow in my faith and get closer to God. The people that He brings into my life are specially chosen and each adds value or comfort into my journey.  This morning I woke up and my mind was clear and focussed. I had a great run and I look forward to a hard workout later. This verse just pulled me back into fight mode and ready for the enemy as he continues to attack me....