How are you
today, my friend? We are still on the idea that being a Christian is not a negotiation,
and Jesus set the ultimate example in His life up to the cross. I am reminded that
the servant is not greater than the master and somedays our lives are the only
Gospel people see or hear for that matter.
Yes, it is of
no surprise that the Holy Spirit took me to Romans 5 this morning and yes,
verse 3 to 4 that undeniably states, “We can rejoice, too, when we run into
problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And
endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our
confident hope of salvation”.
You know
Peter sat next to Jesus, and we read in Matthew 26:33, Peter declared,
“Even if everyone else deserts you, I will never desert you”. We know that immediately
Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, Peter - this very night, before the
rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.”
Jesus knows. I have talked about this before when I stated
that Jesus knows what we go through because He went through it. He was tested,
persecuted, lied about, denied, deserted, falsely accused and killed by the very
people that is supposed to have known who He was and His innocence in it all. How
can we be surprised if people do the same to us and how can we doubt that Jesus
is in it with us.
Peter bravely said that he is in it to the end and when the
test came, he failed and denied Jesus. How many times do we start of with fire
and flare just to end up two or three months down the line with the it is too
much attitude, and Jesus does not love me phrase. Jesus was in that garden sweating
blood from the weight of the burden that awaited Him and even then, He chose to
be a servant and gave up His life for us all. He did not just die an instant
death, no, He faced the most severe and horrendous punishment known to man at
that time.
Here I am and every second week I complain that my battles
and my burden is too much to bear. Who am I that even in my weaknesses and through
all my complains, Jesus is patient and consistent and interceding for me with
love and grace.
Sometimes we need to look at what I said in my previous posts.
What does it mean to take up your cross and follow Jesus. When God has a plan, He
finds a man (woman). What do we do when God calls? Do we say, yes Lord and then
two weeks later it is “Oops Lord”.
My friend why is it so important that we stay true to the Lord
and keep trusting Him. Remember that Jesus called Peter back from his shame and
betrayal and restored him. Jesus asked him three times. “Do you love me” and
finally Peter broke and said that the Lord knows his heart and that Jesus knows
who he is. Then Jesus made an amazing statement saying that on this rock He
will build His church.
Do you think Jesus did not know what would happen? Do you
think that your failure is a surprise to Jesus? What did Peter do after that day?
He passionately carried the gospel into the world even to his own demise. In the
end he did die for the Lord. Jesus knew this and knew what it would take. He knows
your circumstances and He knows what it will take to get you on fire for Him. What
is so very important is that when we fail, we need to go back to the Lord and consistently
seek Him. I did not know this in my past and when the shame and guilt of my
divorce hit me, I carried that burden and blamed myself. Even when I asked for forgiveness,
I did not forgive myself and that burden that pulled me down broke me and made
me useless for Jesus. So, any other little storm that I faced placed me back
into that shame please be sorry for me attitude. This carries on until I found
my identity in Jesus and forgave myself and allowed the Holy Spirit to do what
He must do. This does not mean I was in instant poof fix. It is an ongoing process
of seeking God above all else and believe me, my storms turned from small rainstorms
to hurricanes. It is not easy, but I find my comfort in Jesus Christ and in Him
and through Him I can do all things, even when it looks impossible and even
when I do not want to do it.
My friend that is why we are back in Romans 5, for we can rejoice, too, when we run into
problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And
endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our
confident hope of salvation. Just do not give up, remember that sorrow may last
the night, but joy comes in the morning.
Have an awesome day.









