Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my
heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer. (Psalm 19:14)
I have not written to you in a while. I have been battling through
some of the toughest battles yet combined with work and time and disappointment
that just added to my list. I am still standing, and I am still fighting and
there will always be hope.
I stand before you Lord broken and in pieces. My heart is
empty and the pieces of what is left is slowly replaced and repaired by you’re
amazing grace. Fill the void with your Spirit and with your Word. Let your love
and mercy be clear in my life as I stand up once more facing another day. Let me
walk in your path as your rod and your staff protect me. Let the words of my
mouth be acceptable and let me speak life over me and everyone I meet. Be my
guide and take me to streams of peace and tranquillity so that my soul will find
rest. My trust is in you, Lord and I my hope is you. Open my eyes so that I can
see and open my heart again so that I can be free. Let your love fill my whole
being and let that love be visible in my way of life. Take my fears and my pain
and replace it with strength and acceptance and repair what is still broken. Make
me the man you saw when I was still an unborn infant and let your plans for my
life fall into place. Let the disappointment that I feel be replaced by forgiveness
and let me rise up and defeat my enemy. Open my eyes to the lies of the enemy
and to the truth that is in you, Lord. You are the only way and the truth, and
the life and I want to embody that truth and that life. I want to be the light
that shines in my darkness and the lighthouse that will guide other. I am yours
and because I am yours no other can claim me and no other can change me. I am
who I am, and I am what you say I am. I am not what the world says of me I am
forgiven, free and a new creation. Today we stand. Today we fight. Today we
live. I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord and they are plans of
prosper and they are good.
Have an awesome day.
I love you, my friend in Jesus.
