In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man
can do unto me. (Psalm 56:11)
Ah yes, yesterday I said what more can go wrong. Well, guess
what, the one person that was my stability and my sanity here at work resigned.
She is the one I go to when my walls start to fall and when the voices in my
head gets to load. She is the one person I knew would always have my back.
Now, she is going and at this awesome time in my little
world. Well, what can I say? I am at a loss for words and basically stunned from
shock. How much more can one person take? Well if you look at Job and what he
went through I assume I can take a lot more. So, yes, yesterday was another
crap day in my constant battle with the enemy.
Last night as I dropped to my knees I had only one question:
“Why?” and to be honest I do not know, and I do not have the answer why I am in
this torment and why I am hit by waves and waves of attacks every day. The enemy
thought he had me and then I rose again and now he is throwing in everything. There
is only one problem here. I am still filled with faith and I know God is with
me. My trust remains in Him and I am not afraid of what man or the enemy can do
to me.
Yesterday my ex threatened to make a case against me, and I simply
said she must go ahead and do it. I hear more stuff each day and to be honest I
am tired of that. I have forgiven her, and I have released her. She has to live
with what she did, and I have to go on with my life.
Finally, I want to tell you that there is no one like our
God. Nothing in this world can stand against us and nothing can separate us
from Him. Nothing can defeat us, and nothing can break us. Jesus stands beside
us and He is fighting for us. Only God can pull me through this time and only
God will change my circumstances.
Therefore, in God have I put my trust and I will not fear
anything.
Have an awesome day dear friend of Jesus.
Cheers
