91 Days of Victory – Day 67 (2026/05/05)

 

May God be merciful and bless us. May his face smile with favor on us. I think the hardest thing for a parent is to lose a child and equal to that is to be falsely accused with a motive to destroy. Going through a divorce is probably one of the hardest things I had to deal with. In my first marriage I was the one who cheated and then to try and reconcile and “fix” your marriage without God is like jumping out of a plane without a parachute. Obviously when you marry again the pain from that divorce is ever present in your mind and believe me with true remorse from your previous mistakes you will do anything to make it work even to the extent of losing yourself and fighting to be better even when that seems not enough. I had to go through a second divorce and this time I did everything in my power (note in my power) to make it work, but an abusive relationship is a ship heading for the rocks. Abuse can be verbal and physical and as much as I tried to live past it and forgive and carry on it just got worse. Finally, I gave up and walked out. I did anything in my power to see my little girl as much as I could and all I ever asked was to see her enough until I was attacked with probably the most devastating law suite ever. It is one thing to be accused of something you did wrong, but way different when you must fight a lie. Why? I have no idea. The battle continues and as the weeks turn into months it seems to linger on, and nobody is thinking of that little girl as I fight on my knees so that God can make this come to pass. One thing I have learned in the last couple of months is to take my battles to the Holy Spirit, to trust His voice and His guidance and to trust in God’s process. It may be hard and even impossible at times, but I see His grace every time. My dear friend, that is why the Holy Spirit wants you to read these verses in Psalm 67, “Then the earth will yield its harvests, and God, our God, will richly bless us. Yes, God will bless us, and people all over the world will fear him”. It is imperative that you remember that we will face many trials and temptations, but as we walk our journey with the Holy Spirit seeking Him, listening to Him and many times asking for forgiveness, God will bless us (richly) and in our victories the world will see God and He will be glorified and people will turn back to Him. Never let your battles blur your faith for in our faith God will move. Have an awesome day.