A
reminder for today
The
Word gave life to everything that was created, and his life brought light to
everyone. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never
extinguish it. (John 1:4-5)
I find myself in a storm of emotions as each day brings
more and more hurt. It is as if I am a sponge and I just soak it all up and
there is no outlet to free me from it. I return to an old habit of just
blocking all out and shutting myself down to the outside world as I try and
make sense of it all.
I think I have allowed my emotions to take over and thus
destroying myself in the process. I feel lost and broken and I don’t know how
to put it all back together again. I keep on trying to do this all by myself
and I keep on losing the fight.
At this stage in my journey my life is overrun by
darkness and I fight to free myself from it. The Lord reminds me that I must
stop trying to do this on my own and I must start to hand it over to Him and
allow myself time to heal. The hurt will not go away as long as I focus on it. I
should stand up again and let His light break my darkness.
I must allow Him to break this cage that I created for
myself and seek His hand to free me from it. Nothing happens quickly and I should
be patient and give the Lord the correct amount of time to heal and restore me.
Just as I am facing massive obstacles and the Lord continuous
to guide and help me, you too are facing hard times. Let His light break the
darkness and let Him lead us over the walls that separate us from Him. Let Him restore
us and renew us as we seek refuge in Him.
Have and awesome day dear friend of Jesus
Cheers
